***Guilty Secrets***
***CoPyRiGhT***
By: Katy
The rain didnt look as though it was going to ease off. I ran to the bus stop,
but was soaked within seconds. I looked at my watch it had just gone midnight. The town was quiet I didnt feel comfortable.
A flash of lightening lit up the sky and I huddled under my coat Come on bus I said to myself. A car pulled up at the bus
stop, well a black scenic car with blacked out windows. My stomach turned to knots as the window came down Darling do you
want a lift anywhere came the most cockney voice I had ever heard. I looked at the person and gasped. Lee Ryan I stuttered.
Lee smiled The one and only he replied. I turned away and looked to see if the bus was in sight, it wasnt. You do look like
you could do with a lift somewhere I dont mind babe Lee said sticking his head out the window. I breathed deeply. Although
I knew of Lee Ryan I still didnt think it was safe to get in a car with him. Erm I dont think so my bus will be along soon
I said. Lee looked at his watch Its like 12:15am, you shouldnt be out on your own Lee said. I rasied my eyebrows at him and
he smiled. Cmon sweetheart I dont bite Lee said winking. I smiled Ok I except the lift I said getting up. Lee opened the door
and I got in p!$$!ng English weather I sighed. I looked up to see another 3 pairs of eyes belonging to Ant Costa, Dunk James
and Sy Webbe looking at me Oh hi ya I said blushing. I ran my fingers through my hair. I must of looked a right sight. Lee
bounced on the chair next to me so where do you want to go then? He asked The marriot hotel please I said softly. Lee laughed
Just where we are heading he smiled. I gave him a look Seriously thats where we are staying he said. lucky me I replied with
a hint of sarcasm in my voice.
So whats your name then? Dunk asked. I smiled a huge grin at Dunk Emily I said as I blushed
again. Dunk leant forward and kissed me on the cheek Pleased to meet u he said. oh believe me this honour is all mine I said
winking. Dunk blushed Dunk mate dont tell me a women is actually making you blush lee said sounding amazed. I giggled bit
hot in here aint it I said taking off my coat nah thats just you sweetheart Ali piped up from the front Oh alrite Ali I said
smiling. Lee was looking at me with a weird expression Jeez Ive asked one of our crazy fans if she wants a lift he said grinning.
I nodded my head afraid so darling I replied. Ali twisted around and looked at me one of the sexiest fans though ah Dunk mate?
Ali said smiling. Dunk was looking at me, I looked away from him Dunk! Ali said pushing him Eh what was that Al mate? Dunk
said. I said Emily is one of our sexiest fans Ali said. Dunk nodded Yeah mate I totally agree dunk said softly.
We
pulled up outside the Marriot hotel Well thank you boys for the lift, Im sure Ill be seeing you around 2morro maybe I said
looking at them all Oh yeah Im sure we will lee said eye brows raised. Lee pulled open the door and he jumped out. He held
out his hand and helped me out. I put my coat over my arm. Thanks babe I said leaning and kissing him. I walked away.
how
fit is she Dunk said suddenly. those legs Ali said nodding. Eyes Lee said still staring. u boys are a nightmare ant said jumping
out. I think Im in love Dunk said leaning back against the car.
I woke up the next morning and jumped out of bed and
into the shower. I smiled as I remembered the previous nights events. Oh how much I fancied Dunk before meeting him but now
mmmmmm I thought he was even sexier!
I got out the shower and put on my little denim skirt and a little top, then I made
my way down to grab some breakfast. I walked in and scanned the breakfast room. I heard Lee before I saw him. Emily oi over
here Lee waved. Everyone else who was having breakfast looked at me, I practically ran over to the table How embarrassing
are you? I screeched. Morning Lee said cheerily. I smiled at him. I looked at Dunk who was sitting opposite me alrite Dunk
I said shyly. Dunk nodded yeah Im good thanks, u? he replied. I grinned yeah Im great thanks I said so what you up to today
sweetheart? Lee asked. I sighed just a bit of shopping I replied. how about you come on the set of our video and watch us
in action Lee said excitedly. I raised me eyebrows You only met me last night, I could be some weirdo for all you know I said
smiling. Lee shook his head but Im used to inviting weird girls out with me so one more wont hurt he replied cheekily. Dunk
laughed. ok why not, if you dont mind that is I said smiling. Lee winked me and Dunk would love your company wouldnt we mate
Lee said looking at Dunk. Dunk looked at me, raised his eyebrows and smiled we would Dunk said softly.
I waited in
the lobby, yet again I heard Lee before I actually saw him. He put his arm around my shoulder u alrite beautiful he said.
I pushed his arm off I am now I smiled. Lee slid open the door of the scenic right get ur sexy @r$£ erm I mean climb in darlin
Lee said. I sat down next to the window and Lee jumped in and sat behind me. Ant got in next and sat next to Lee, Sy sat over
the other side and put his feet on the chair and Ali and Johnny were in the front. Dunk got in and looked at the lads Looks
like the seat next to Emily is the only one free mate Lee said. you cocky b@$t@rd Dunk said shaking his head. dont worry I
dont bite I said smiling. Lee popped his head over the seat and in between Dunk and I maybe he wants you to bite darling Lee
said. Dunk pushed the pillow he was holding against Lees face and Lee fell back. sorry about him, hes a mouthy little weasel
Dunk said smiling shyly. I grinned I can handle him I said winking. I dont doubt that for a second Dunk said still smiling.
u make me wanna $h@g u in the middle of the night Lee sang. Antony was wetting himself laughing. Dunk shook his head Lee ur
an immature pr!ck shut it Dunk said looking at me. I turned in my seat I bet u use that line a lot dont ya ya know when ur
out picking up ya women oh yeah every nite I said winking at him. ha ha ha ur good Ant said clapping his hands. Lee smiled
ur gunner be hard work u aint ya ur to p!$$!ng clever with ur comebacks Lee said leaning forward. oh yes thats one thing I
definatley am hard work I said sticking my tongue out at him. oh well Dunk likes a challenge dont ya mate lee said ruffling
his hair. Lee, leave my hair alone Dunk said running his hands thru it. sorry man, gotta look ya best aint ya u only spent
30 mins in front of the mirror this morning making sure every hair was in place Lee laughed. I looked at Dunk and then at
Lee well I think u look fantastic Dunk I said softly. Dunk smiled at me cheers babehe whispered.
I shuffled in my seat
u okay? Dunk asked quietly. I nodded yeah Im fine thanks I replied. Lee looked over the chair is this a private convo or can
ne1 join in? Lee asked. I sighed Lee its getting boring now I said not looking at him. Dunk smiled Oh but Lee never gets bored
he drags a joke out until some1 has a go at him or thumps him dont ya? Dunk said twisting in his seat. As he did so his hand
brushed against my thigh sorry he mumbled quickly pulling his hand away Its okay I smiled back at him.
We arrived
at the location and we all jumped out. Women flocked around them, I rolled my eyes and took a seat to at the side. A few minutes
later I spotted someone familiar. Ant bounced over and kissed her. Lucy I said to myself. Ant bought her over Luce babe this
is Emily. Emily this is my fiancee Lucy ant said grinning ear to ear hi ya I said pleased to meet you Lucy replied. Lucy sat
down next to me and Ant bounced off again. I looked up at where Dunk was and caught him looking at me, I smiled and he quickly
turned away. Lucy looked at me Ive heard that Duncan has got a major thing about you she said brightly. I blushed Ive only
known him a couple of days I replied tearing my eyes away from him. it only takes a minute to fall in love though doesnt it
she said. I gulped and nodded I guess so I said quietly. I looked back over at Dunk who was standing talking to Johnny, he
looked back over and smiled at me. I blushed BIG time.
Lee sat down and put his arm around me how u doing babe? he
asked. I raised my eyebrows and looked at him yeah Im doing fine thank you I replied. u bored? he asked. I was looking at
Dunk what? I mumbled. Lee laughed Its okay, I can see u aint bored Lee said cheekily. whats that suppose to mean? I asked.
Lee nodded towards Dunk u cant take your eyes off him Lee said rather too loudly. crap I said. Lee laughed again dont deny
it sweetheart anyone can see you like Dunk he said putting his arm around me again. I looked down ay my hands just ask him
out. He aint gunner say no he said softly. I shook my head no way I cant I whispered.
The lads packed up their stuff
at about 6:30pm. what we up to 2nite then? Lee shouted. Im going to do a workout Sy replied. seeing Luce mate Ant said with
a big grin. Lee looked at Dunk mate? Lee said. Dunk scratched his neck Im taking Emily out to dinner he said shyly. My face
went bright red are ya now? lee said flinging his arm around Dunk yeah I am Is that okay with you, are do you wanna know details?
Dunk said aggressively. Lee jumped back woah man I was only asking Lee said shaking his head. yeah and Im telling you to mind
ya own Dunk said walking off. Lee looked at me and raised his eyebrows.
Dunk and I sat down in the same seats as before,
Dunk looked a me thats if you want to come you dont have to he said softly. I smiled at him I want to I replied. wicked, I
know a nice little place we can go, nice and quiet he said grinning. sounds perfect I said.
I pulled on my
little black skirt and little black top. I looked in the mirror and made sure my curls were in place. The skirt was short.
VERY short. I slipped on my kitten heels just as there was a knock on the door. I took a deep breath and opened it. Dunk looked
me up and down wow he breathed. Before shaking his head sorry u okay? he asked blushing. Im great, hows you? I asked. Dunk
nodded yeah Im very good thank you he said still looking at me. Dunk was looking amazing. Black trousers, white shirt with
the top 3 buttons undone and a black jacket. He smelt divine! He held out his hand u ready? he asked. I picked up my bag and
took hold of his hand. Dunk looked down at me and we both smiled.
We arrived at a gorgeous little restaurant, Dunk
pulled out the chair for me and I sat down. I blushed as he sat down opposite me. what shall we get to drink? Dunk asked You
choose I replied. Dunk nodded towards the waiter can we have your best champagne please Dunk asked. certainly sir the waiter
replied. The waiter walked off Champagne? What we celebrating? I asked Dunk. Dunk leant over and picked up my hand me meeting
the most beautiful women in the world he said softly.
The meal was lovely desert Dunk said licking his lips. my hotel
room or yours? I winked. Dunk smiled his sexy smile at me plenty of time for al that later he said softly. Dunk ordered us
some chocolate ice cream. He put some on a spoon here comes the aeroplane Dunk said aiming the spoon at my mouth. I giggled
and ate the spoonful. Dunk put the spoon down Ive had a wicked night, thanks babe he said as he looked into my eyes. I turned
my head away maybe we should go for a drink I said. Dunk nodded sounds good to me he said smiling. Dunk paid the waiter and
we both left.
We walked into a little bar with a dance floor in the middle, we ordered some drink and sat down at
a booth. Dunk slipped his arm around me so come on I want to know more about u Dunk whispered in my ear. I shuffled uncomfortably
erm well Im 22, single, got my own buisness I began. very nice so what type of men do u go for? he asked. I looked at him
depends, a nice bloke really. Good looks, good personality blah blah blah I replied. Dunk pulled a face a nice bloke? he asked.
I nodded yeah some1 who aint a $h!t bag basically I replied. Dunk laughed. so okay who do u fancy most in the world he asked.
I sighed then smiled Mark Feehily, he is so gorgeous I said smiling. Dunk raised his eyebrows really? he asked. yeah why?
I said. just thought u might be more of a bad boy type of women he said. I laughed what like Lee Ryan? I said sarcastically.
Dunk nodded yeah hes a good example he said smiling.
We pulled up outside the marriot hotel and we both jumped out.
We took the lift to the 3rd floor. We were both staying on the same floor. Dunk walked me to my room Thank you so much, Ive
had a wicked time Dunk said stroking my cheek. I looked up at him nah thank you for everything tonight I really enjoyed your
company I said softly. There was an awkward silence sod it Dunk said.. He bent down and kissed me softly on the lips. He pulled
away night beautiful he whispered. I bit my lip and smiled night Dunk I whispered back. I swiped my card through my door and
opened it. I turned around and smiled at Dunk before shutting the door. I leant back against the door and smiled!!
I woke
up the next morning to the sound of someone banging on my door. I crawled out of bed and opened it. No-one there Grrr I growled.
I went to shut the door but noticed a single red rose in front of me. I picked it up and smiled to myself as I shut the door.
There was a card Meet me at 7 oclock under the bridge outside. Wear something sexy Mr X xx I smiled to myself Dunk was really
a sweetheart.
I was ready by 6:30... I paced up and down my hotel room. I had never felt this nervous before about
seeing someone. I smiled as I remembered when Dunk kissed me, his soft lips, the gorgeous smell of his aftershave. I looked
out of my window and towards the bridge. This was gunner be a night to remember hopefully.
I walked through the lobby
wow you look amazing babe Ant said looking me up and down. thank you I smiled going anywhere nice? Ant asked. I shrugged my
shoulders Ill soon find out I replied. Ant winked well have a great night Ant said as he kissed me on the cheek.
I
stood under the bridge 6:58pm my watch read. I shivered as a big gust of wind blew up. I felt a pair of arms slip around my
waist and my neck being kissed. Duncan I said spinning around. But instead of Duncan stood Lee. Duncan? Lee asked looking
confused. sorry I said softly and looking down at my shoes. Lee titled my chin back up Sok babe Ive been called worse things
than Duncan before he said winking. I giggled So u ready then? he asked. I nodded. Well it wouldnt hurt to see how Lee treated
me on a night out was there??
Lee took me to a club, we were both getting really drunk but all I could think about
was Dunk. Lee put his arms around my waist and leant into kiss me. I jumped back no Lee I cant, Im sorry I said softly. He
looked at me why? Whats wrong? he asked. Its Dunk I replied. Lee screwed his forehead up what? he asked. me and him kissed
last night. I thought the rose was from him I said looking away. Lee smiled oh right Im getting you now he said putting his
arm around me. I looked up at him sorry I said softly. Lee smiled I reckon I should take you back to the hotel and you go
and pay Dunk a little visit Lee said winking. I giggled I dunno I said. Lee raised his eyebrows go on you havent got anything
to loose he said. I guess not I replied
Lee kissed me on the cheek as the lift reached level3 knock him dead babe
Lee said. I smiled thanks for a good night Lee I replied. netime babe lee said as the doors closed. I walked up to Dunks door
and took a deep breath and knocked one second Dunk shouted. He flung open the door wearing just his boxer shorts Emily Dunk
said smiling. I grinned at him looking good I said raising my eyebrows. looking good urself Dunk replied. I blushed u coming
in then? he asked. thought youd never ask I replied. Dunk stepped back and I went in sorry bout the mess just chuck everything
on a chair Dunk said beaming. I sat down on the bed and picked up a pair of boxers very nice I said swinging them around.
Dunk leapt forward and took them out my hands. He chucked them onto a nearby chair. I kicked off my shoes and put my head
against the bed board. Dunk laid down next to me. I took a deep breath Ive been out with Lee tonight I said looking at the
ceiling. really? Dunk said sounding surprised. well yeah erm but I didnt know it was gunner b him I said confusing myself.
Dunk turned onto his side so he was facing me what do u mean? he asked I thought it was u I said really quietly. u what? dunk
said laughing. I smiled a little smile I got a rose this morning and I thought it was from u but it was Lee I said. Dunk began
to laugh. I looked at him and gave him a look did Lee dissapoint then? Dunk asked. I didnt give him the chance to show me
what he was made of I said laughing. why not? dunk asked. cos Lee aint you I said I could feel myself going bright red. come
here Dunk whispered. I slowly turned my body so I was facing him. He put his hand on my neck and stroked my cheek with his
thumb youre so beautiful he said softly. I gulped as he ran his thumb over my lips. I closed my eyes and felt his lips on
my mine. He rolled me over and straddled me. He ran his hand up my top and I moved my hand into his hair. I wanted him more
than I had ever wanted any one before.
I woke up the next morning, I looked at Dunk who was asleep next to me. He
was smiling in his sleep. I reached out my hand and ran my fingers through his hair. He twitched. I ran my hand over his cheek,
his eyes flicked open hey u he said softly. morning I replied. Dunk turned over and looked at his watch I should be getting
down to have some breakfast he said. I smiled ok I replied but youre coming with me yeah? he asked. I nodded.
20 minutes
later we were in the lift. Dunk backed me against the wall and began to kiss me we were so engrossed we didnt feel the lift
stop dont mind me will ya? came a voice. We both jumped as Lee walked in. morning Lee I said brightly morning darling Lee
replied back. so u sleep well kids? Lee asked. Dunk nodded like a baby mate Dunk said. The lift opened at the ground level
ur secret is safe with me Lee said nudging us both. its so secret mate Dunk said laughing. Lee winked whatever mate whatever
Lee replied. Dunk put his arm around my shoulder and I held onto his hand as we walked into the breakfast Good morning Antony
Lees voice boomed. Dunk and I smiled at each other.
We sat down at the table u dirty stop outs Ant said looking at us.
morning Ant I said softly. Im sure it is for you two Ant said chomping on some toast. its a beautiful morning mate Dunk said
pouring me out some orange juice. I looked up at him, he winked at me, I looked shyly away and picked up my glass and took
a sip of juice. Dunk put his arm around me again Ems he said yeah? I said turning towards him. He leant forward and kissed
me on the lips. It felt so magical every time he kissed me and every time I never wanted it to end. I was falling in love
with Duncan James.
We were interrupted by Lee for goodness sake will you two get a room please youre putting me off
my breakfast Lee said. I shot him a look, Lee winked at me and smiled Only messing. Its about time Dunk got his leg over with
a decent bird Lee said. I giggled quietly Erm Lee do u mind? Dunk said softly. mind what mate? Lee replied. you know full
well Lee Dunk said getting up. Mate I was joking you know I was Lee said. Dunk wasnt listening he walked off. I looked at
Lee Sorry babe he said. should I go after him? I asked. Lee shook his head let him calm down. Hes always like this when he
gets a new bird. Very stressed out Lee said. yeah but Lee I dont think you make it at all easier for him do you I said. Lee
shrugged his shoulders Dunk has gotta quit getting moody with it. And he wonders why all his women dump him. Hes a moody git
Lee said biting some toast. Lee shut up now will ya Ant said. why? Im telling the truth. No women sticks with him cos of his
mood swings Lee said turning towards Ant. Youre out of order mate Ant said shaking his head. No I aint I just tell it how
it is Lee said turning away.
I stood up I suppose Id better go and see if hes ok I said softly. I walked outside to find
Dunk sitting in his car u alright? I asked. Dunk nodded yeah I will be Listen Im gunner go down the gym for a workout. I wont
be able to see you tonight cos Im going round my mums. Do u mind? he said. I shook my head slowly. Ill make it up to you I
promise he said sticking his head out the window ok I replied. Dunk turned on the engine later sweetheart he said and that
was it he had gone.
I walked back into the hotel and back to the table. Lee was now alone. Ant has gone somewhere
or other. Dunk ok? he asked. I raised my eyebrows I dunno he didnt really say. He just said he couldnt see me tonight because
he was seeing his mum I said softly. Lee looked at me U alright? he asked. yeah Im ok I said looking away. Alrite babe, how
about you and me go out for a few drinks 2night instead? he asked. I looked back at him and smiled yeah go on then I said
grinning.
There was a bang on my door at 7:45pm. I yanked it open Woooooooo Lee Lee I said swaying around. Woah some1
has had a head start drinking he said smiling. I laughed nah Im winding u up Lee I said rolling my eyes. Lee held out his
hand Cmon you lets go get drunk he smiled. I grabbed hold of his hand and we walked towards the lift.
2hrs later both
Lee and I were already totally wasted. how about another shot? Lee asked. I nodded sounds good to me I said smiling. Lee came
back with six shot glasses lee I shrieked what? he asked shrugging his shoulders. I smiled Nothing I said downing the 1st
glass. Lee grinned ur one wicked bird you know that he said.
Lee and I stumbled through the hotel doors at about 4am.
if its wrong to tell the truth what am I suppose to do I sang loudly. Lee giggled ssshhh he said. We plonked ourselves down
on the sofa. I started to laugh what u laughing at? lee asked. I shrugged my shoulders I dunno I said still laughing. Lee
began to laugh to. I laid my head on his shoulder take me to bed I whined. what? lee asked. I need my bed I whined again.
damn I thought u was offering me your bed lee joked. I looked up at him he looked down at me. He moved his head towards mine
and our lips met..
I opened my eyes. Ouch my head was banging. I rolled over and looked at the clock 8:36am. I crawled
out of bed and had a quick shower. The room was still spinning!
I slouched down to breakfast. I noticed Dunk sat at the
table. morning I whispered. Dunk smiled how much did u drink? he asked. I dunno I cant remember I said very softly. Dunk kissed
me on the head well as long as u enjoyed urself h said. Morning Lees voice bellowed out. noooooo I whined. Lee sat down in
front of me. His plate 2 eggs, 3 sausages, tomatoes, hash brown. I flung my hand over my mouth I think Im gunner be sick I
said. Lee laughed. u shouldnt have drunk so much last nite u well out drunk me Lee said chomping on toast. So did u pair have
a good night then? Did you behave urself lee? Dunk asked. Both Lee and I looked at each other course I did Lee said quickly.
I gulped not taking my eyes off lee he looked at me and shrugged his shoulders. Then went back to his breakfast.
I
stood up.. erm Im just going to the toilet to throw up I said getting up slowly. Dunk was on the phone Emz u ok? he asked.
I nodded slowly I will b I said picking up pace and running with my hand over my mouth.
I made it to the toilet just in
time, I threw up down the toilet. I walked over to the mirror and wet a paper towel and wiped over my face the door opened
. Em u ok? came Lees voice. I looked over at him yeah I feel better now I said softly. He walked towards me bout last night
he began. yeah I wanted to talk to you about that I said. go ahead lee said leaning up against the sink. it shouldnt of happened
I said shaking my head. Lee raised his eyebrows. but it did Emily he said shuffling around. I put on some lipstick yeah I
know it did happen but it shouldnt of have I said not looking at him. yeah if u say so he mumbled. sorry I said. not as sorry
as I am he replied. what? I asked. I like ya Emz and u just act like nothing happened last nite he said raising his voice.
Me? I screeched yes u he said walking towards me. oh look whos talking, you didnt even flinch when Dunk asked if u behaved
urself I said. Lee shrugged his shoulders what Dunk dont know dont hurt he replied. What u dont feel the slightest bit guilty?
I asked. Lee screwed his face up ive got nothing to be sorry about. Not like uve been together mths and mths.. Will do Dunk
the world of good a bit of competition Lee said. I shook my head I cant believe u dont feel guilty I gasped. Ok so tell me
u didnt want me last nite and it was just the drink talking Lee said looking into my eyes. I turned away see you cant. U wanted
that kiss as much as me he said taking hold of my chin. I gulped as I turned and looked at him. He was right. I found Lee
really attractive and hard to resist. But I still felt guilty knowing what I was doing!
I pushed past Lee no Emily
please Lee said grabbing my arm. He looked at me please I want to talk to u seriously about this. Just not in a womens toilet
he said softly. I ran my fingers through my hair I dunno lee I whispered. Please Emz I need to talk about it. I cant bottle
my feelings up inside anymore Lee said looking slightly agitated. I sighed ok when and where? I said. Asap please he begged.
I nodded Ok give me 5 minutes. Well go to my room and talk about it I said. Thank you he said.
I sat back down at
the table Im gunner go back to bed dunk. Catch up on a few zs I said softly. Dunk put his arm around me U gunner b okay? he
asked. I nodded Ill be fine Ill call u later I said getting up.
I let myself into my room and sat down on my bed.
2 mins later came a knock at the door. I flung it open and dragged Lee inside Nobody saw u did they? I asked. Lee shrugged
I dunno I havent got eyes in the back of my head he said. I rolled my eyes sit down I said softly. Lee sat down on the chair
and I sat opposite him on the bed. well? Shoot I said. Lee swallowed. I think ur amazing. Ur beautiful sexy Lee began. where
is this going? I said butting in. Ok to cut a long story short I fancy u like mad he said looking away from me. I smiled to
myself. ok I said. Lee looked back at me what do u mean ok? he asked. Just ok I replied. well? he said. well what lee? What
do u want me to do pounce on ya? I asked. Lee licked his lips please he said smiling I giggled at him and stood up. Took hold
of his hand and pulled him up Ok but this is our secret. Dont tell any1 else I said softly. Lee shook his head I promise he
whispered. I leant forward and kissed him BANG BANG went my door Emz? Babe Ive bought u some tablets Dunk shouted though the
door. $h!t I hissed Lee hide I hissed again. Lee jumped into the cupboard and I opened the door. Here u go sweetheart dunk
said handing me the tablets. Thanks I said brightly. U alrite? he asked. I nodded. U look a bit flustered he said Nah Im fine
thanks I replied. Well I better go Johnny will have my guts Dunk said walking away. C u later I said. I was just about to
shut the door Oh babe u didnt see Lee before u came up did u? Dunk asked. I bit my lip and shook my head Nope sorry I lied.
Where the hell has he got to. Dont matter Im sure hell turn up. Sweet dreams Dunk said walking away. I closed the door and
put my back to it. Lee clmbed out the cupboard Woah that was a close one He said smiling.
I laid down on the bed Lee
had gone. I closed my eyes and sighed. I knew this was gunner end up in tears but I was loving the attention from both Lee
and Dunk. And to be honest they were both damn sexy and hard to resist. I knew deep down that Dunk would find out sooner or
later. Hopefully later I thought to myself.
I knocked back my 6th glass of wine woahhhhhhhh u Dunk said smiling. I
looked at Lee I need to take my mind of things I stuttered. what things? dunk asked. I shook my head still looking at lee
nothing I mumbled. Dunks mobile beeped. He looked at me sorry babe Ive gotta go. My mum isnt well he said grabbing his jacket.
U want me to come with you? I asked. nah u stay here, Ill see you later he said as he bent down and kissed me softly on the
lips. I put my hand in his hair and kissed him back. Dunk pulled away thanks I needed that he said softly. Ill call you okay
he said. I nodded at him.
Once Dunk had gone I looked at Lee, he raised his eyebrows. what? I asked. Lee smiled nothing
darling just thinking about last night he said loudly. ssshhh will ya I hissed. Lee laughed. theres no1 around babe he said.
walls have ears I hissed back. Lee shook his head anyway what do you want to do 2nite? he asked. I shrugged my shoulders.
Lee jumped up as your looking sexy with nowhere to go I have the place he said pulling at my hand. where? I asked. Lee winked.
a little club I know he smiled.
We arrived at this little club which actually wasnt a little club it was a BIG club.
Lee pulled me up to the front of the que and whispered in the doormans ear. He let us in!!
I was already half p!$$£d by
the time Lee was ordering shots no Lee not shots again I whined. oh cmon babe you can do it he said egging me on. We both
downed 2 shots in one go. right dance time he said grabbing my hand.
We decided it was time we should go. Lee
wrapped his arm around me and we staggered outside. Lee had ordered a cab so we waited by the road. jeez its freezing I said
shivering. Lee pulled me up close to him and rubbed his hands up and down my back better? he asked. I nodded and laid my head
on his chest. heres our cab Lee said suddenly. He pulled open the door and we fell in. Lees phone beeped Let me share ya cab.
Ant x Lee rolled his eyes mate can u wait 2 mins please lee asked the cab driver. yeah sure mate Ive got all night he replied.
I leant back against Lee, he ran his hands through my hair. quit it will ya.. Ants coming in a min I slurred. Lee looked at
me I better do this now then he said grabbing my chin and kissing me. I jumped back as I saw a flash what was that? I asked.
Lee shrugged I dunno, prob just a light he said. I saw Ant out the corner of my eye alrite ant I said as he got in yep thanks
babe how r u 2? he asked. drunk we both said 2gether.
BANG BANG BANG. What the hell I mumbled getting up. I was only
wearing my Arsenal shirt as I opened the door. Lee bound in Oh morning Lee yeah come in I said sarcastically. Em we r in big
trouble LOOK he shouted. Lee was holding a copy of the Sun in his hand, he pointed to a picture. I gasped it was a picture
of me n him kissing in the back of a taxi. We looked at each other game over lee said raisin his eyebrows.
noooooooo
Lee he cant see the paper I shouted. what? Emz hes gunner c it, and if he dont some1 else will tell him lee said. I slumped
on the bed. $h!t lee I said tears falling down my face. innit lee said sitting down next to me. lee im more concerned about
ur friendship wiv Dunk. It dont matter about me n him I said softly. A smile spread across lees face emz ur one sweet babe
u know that dont worry urself everything will b ok he said. Lee u trying to convince urself there I said.
30 mins
later we walked in to the breakfast room. Ant spotted us and shook his head slowly. Dunk turned around and saw us, he jumped
up and ran at Lee. I jumped in the way Emily move will ya He shouted. I shook my head Im not moving so u can hit him I said
softly. Im gunner kill him he said looking at lee. Ant rushed over Dunk mate this is solving nothing, lets all sit down and
talk about it Ant said calmly. Dunk spun around since when did u come a counsellor? he asked. Dunk shut up, I know ur hurt
but dont take thi out on me Ant said. Dunk shook his head and turned back to Lee u disgust me u know that. Why cant u handle
me being happy? Dunk shouted. Happy? Dunk u aint ever happy. Why do u think she came to me? Lee shouted. I put my hands over
my face. Em move Ant shouted, just as Dunk lunged forward. I jumped out the way and looked up to see Dunk wiv Lee against
the wall Nooooooo please stop it I screamed. u didnt give her what she wanted Dunk Lee said wiv his face up to Dunks. Leeeeeeeeee
no I screeched. Dunk let go of Lee, shook his head and walked away. I looked at Lee who was bitting his nail, Ant was just
staring at Lee. I was crying..
I sat down on the bed and cried my heart out. I couldnt close my eyes because every
time I did I saw Dunks face his face had looked so hurt. I picked up my phone and dialled his mobile, there was no answer.
I stood up and walked over to the window and looked out. Lee was there sitting on a wall, fag hanging out his mouth. I was
so confused with the way I was feeling, I hardly knew Dunk or Lee but they were tearing my heart apart. In fact it was more
Lee that was doing it. I watched him as he ran his fingers through his hair and took out his phone. The next minute my phone
beeped, I picked it up off the bed and pressed read. Lees name appeared on the screen I need to see u badly. Please. Love
Lee. I looked back out the window. Lee was staring at his phone and flicking at his lighter. I sent him a message Ok. Come
up now. Love Emz I watched as Lee jumped up and shoved his phone in his pocket and a fag behind his ear. I sat down slowly
on the bed and waited for him to knock.
Lee tapped on the door 2 minutes later. I opened it and he walked in are u
okay? we both said together. Lee falsed a smile I am so sorry he mumbled looking down at the floor. what for? I asked. everything,
Ive messed up this time he said. I shook my head no Lee it aint just your fault, I didnt exactly push u away did I. I wanted
it as much as u I said softly. Lee looked up at me what we gunner do? he asked. I shrugged my shoulders we need to talk to
Dunk I replied. Lee nodded I dont think he will be that interested though babe he mumbled. well we can try cant we I said..
Suddenly there was a bang at the door. Lee and I looked at each other. I got up and opened the door a crack Dunk I
mumbled. Dunk half smiled can I come in? he asked. yeah but. I began. I didnt get a chance to tell him Lee was in the room
as he barged past me. Oh isnt this cosy Dunk shouted. dunk calm down please will u I said very softly. calm down? Youre asking
me to calm down after what I saw in the paper this morning and now finding u in here together! he said his voice getting louder.
its not what it looks like mate! Lee said calmly. Dunk raised his eyebrows next youll be telling me its the paper is lying
he screeched. Lee shook his head no I wont. Mate we kissed, yeah I fancy her, yeah I wouldnt say no to her. But its happened
what the flaming hell do u want me to about it? Lee said now shouting. well u could at least feel a little guilty he shouted
back. Lee pulled a face but I dont feel guilty Im not gunner feel guilty about something I enjoyed or wanted Dunk Lee said
walking away. I sat down on the bed.. Dunk looked at me and what have u gotta say for yourself? he asked. I gulped and blinked
back the tears Please dont shout at me Dunk youre scaring me I whispered. scaring u? I couldnt actually give a damn at the
minute darling he shouted even louder. Tears fell down my face Dunk dont shout at her u can see shes upset Lee said walking
towards Dunk upset? Shes got nothing to be upset about mate!! Dunk said right get out Lee said pushing Dunk. what are you
gunner make me or something? Dunk said pushing Lee back. stop it the pair of u I said softly yeah Ill make u lee said pushing
Dunk again. Dunk grabbed hold of Lees t-shirt and began pushing him back. I stood up Shut up and stop it the pair of u I shouted
at the top of my voice. Both Dunk and Lee stared at me Im sorry if ive hurt u Dunk but fighting wiv Lee wont solve it will
it? Now Im gunner be honest here. I think Lee is amazing. U r 2. And to be honest at this moment I dont actually want to see
either of u or be near either of u I said walking towards the door. Dunk and Lee were staring open mouthed now get out both
of u I said loudly. Dunk and Lee walked out. I slammed the door shut and slid down the wall tears rolling down my face.
I
cleaned up my face and decided to go for a walk. I needed to clear my head. I took out my phone and dialled katies number
Me>> Katie what have I done?
Katie>> was sup? Are u crying?
Me>> Havent u seen the paper
today then I take it
Katie>> No why? Whats going on?
Me>> Ive caught kissing Lee Ryan
Katie>>
WHAT? So erm why u crying?
Me>> Cos I was kissing Dunk the day before.
Katie>> Emilyyyyy what u like.
Well erm, u like Lee. U have always fancied him.
Me>> that aint the point. Dunk is gutted. Him and Lee have had
a major bust up. And its all my fault.
Katie>> do u want me to come down?
Me>> would ya?
Katie>>
Yeah course I would besides I get to meet Ant.
Me>> Yeah thanks babe.
Katie>> I txt ya when ive sorted
stuff. Keep that chin up uve just snogged half of blue anyone would be proud of themselves for that.
Me>> Yeah..
Ill talk to u soon. Bye.
Katie>> Cya.
I put down the phone and smiled. Katie did know how to make me smile.
I sat down on the wall and lit up a fag. u okay? came a voice. I jumped a mile. Sorry I didnt mean to scare u Ant said
sitting down next to me. Youre ok I said smiling. Ant looked down at his hands so was it worth it then? he asked. I looked
at him. I didnt mean to hurt anyone I said softly. im not just blaming you babe. Lees got a lot to answer for he replied.
no please dont have a go at Lee, hes had enough of that I said. Ant stood up yeah well its his own fault babe Ant said loudly.
I wrinkled up my forehead. but I really like Lee I whispered. Ant sat back down how much? he asked. when I kissed him it felt
right. It felt better than when I kissed Dunk I said looking away. u should have told Dunk first ant mumbled. u gotta try
b4 u buy ant I said. Ant laughed. I looked at him and smiled. look if u like lee then tell him. Dunk will get over it eventually.
Hell have to ant said softly. I nodded my head maybe I will. I whispered. Ant took the fag out of my hand and took a drag
and gave it back to me. thanks ant I said. Ant winked at me anytime babe he replied.
The day dragged by. Tonight a
meal had been arranged I was going to dinner with Simon, Lee, Dunk, Antz, Lucy and Antony. wasnt this gunner be fun.
I
pulled on my little black dress and my black kitten heels. I checked myself out in the mirror. I dont know why I was making
an effort, I had a feeling this night was gunner b a disaster anyway.
I climbed into the people carrier, there was an
airy silence. Lee looked up at me as I climbed in. he nodded his head towards me. I sat down next to him. u okay? he whispered.
I nodded slowly yeah Im good I said.
The meal was lovely, everything felt really awkward. Bless Ant and Sy for trying
so hard to make the conversation. Right lets hit a club ant said getting up. nah not really in the mood mate Dunk said throwing
his napkin down. fine then dont come Ant said walking away. u going? Lee asked. I nodded might as well I said raising my eyebrows.
k Ill come then he said winking.
I decided against drinking alcohol surprisingly so did Lee. We walked into the club
cmon guys lets hit the dance floor Ant said bouncing around. Sy had decided not to come so it was just me and Lee and Antz
and Lucy.
Much to Lees disgust I was getting attention from a well known footballer. Lee looked at me and frowned. I whispered
into this footballers ear and he walked off. I walked over to Lee I need some fresh air and a fag you coming? I asked. Lee
nodded and followed me outside so what was John Terry after then? Lee asked. the same thing you and Dunk wanted no doubt I
replied. Lee laughed. I am really sorry how things worked out you know Lee said softly. I shrugged my shoulders I think things
have turned out okay really I said taking a drag. how do u mean? Lee asked. well Dunks not here is he? I said examining my
nails. well observed Lee said cheekily. I smiled at him so whats to stop us having some fun I said softly. Lee leaned up against
the wall I thought you wasnt interested in me he said. I never said that Lee I said rolling my eyes. Lee pulled a face. Emily
Smith Ive been looking for you everywhere came Katies voice. I flung my hand over my face. oh my god Im so sorry I shouted.
Lee looked at me Sorry Kate this is Lee Lee this is Katie I said grinning. I cant believe you forgot about me Katie said grabbing
my fags off me. how did u know I was here? I asked. a certain Duncan James told me she beamed. oh god u spoke to him I groaned.
Katie smiled and nodded oh boy did I. How cut up is he about u and him Katie said pointing at Lee. Lee laughed. woahhh Im
glad u find it funny mate but Duncan surely aint laughing she said loudly. Katie I whined. what? she asked leave him alone
will ya. Weve come out to take our minds off it I said. hmmmm and if I had come what 5 mins later u 2 would have had your
tongues down each others throats Katie said grinning. yep we would have done. And we will do in what roughly 5 mins I smiled.
Katie looked at Lee and then at me u know what I bet u make a cute couple actually she said nodding. I blushed Emz why u blushing?
Katie teased. I looked at her and raised her eyebrows. Katie turned to Lee she obviously likes u then go for it. Im going
back inside so u 2 can er kiss I mean talk. And Ill talk to u later missus she said walking off. I giggled then looked up
at lee sorry bout her shes a bit loopy I said. Lee walked towards me its ok.. She seems cool. Now what was we saying? he asked.
I smiled weakly at him I was saying about I never said that I wasnt interested in you Lee grinned a massive grin oh yeah thats
right Lee said stroking my cheek. He stepped forward and moved his hand on to my neck and stroked that, he put his other hand
on my hip and smiled as he leant in to kiss me.
I ran my fingers through his hair as he kissed me roughly. It seemed
so right and all the thoughts of Dunk emptied out of my mind. Nothing mattered to me whilst I was kissing Lee. Lee pulled
away wow that was amazing he breathed. I blushed and looked away then looked back up at him it was wasnt it I said grinning.
Lee took hold of my hand cmon now we can have a drink he said softly. We walked back into the club hand in hand and
Lee bought 2 Jack daniels. We found somewhere to sit. we have got to tell Dunk this in the morning I stressed. sshhhh dont
let him spoil our night Lee whined. Im not Lee Im just saying we have gotta tell him. I began, but Lee put his finger on my
lips dont stress about it babe he said softly. I closed my eyes its just I began. Lee nodded I know u dont want to hurt him
nemore. I sat back in the chair and Lee slipped his arm around me, I layed my head on his shoulder and took in the gorgeous
smell of him. Lee began to play with my hair and I closed my eyes and smiled to myself. Ooooooo this looks cosy came Katies
voice. I flicked open my eyes Katie I said with a false smile on my face. I sat up. Oh no dont get un cosy on my account she
said. Lee smiled at her Oh he said sitting bolt upright. I looked at him what? I asked. Well didnt u just see him. I thought
u would have liked him Lee exclaimed. What? Who? Where? I said Jamie, triple 8, over there somewhere Lee said nodding his
head forward. Katie jumped up What? Where Lee? Where? Katie said jumping up and down. Lee shook his head I dunno babe it was
defo his walking in that direction Lee said pointing to the dance floor that was full. Right im off to find him. Does my hair
look ok? she asked me. I giggled yeah u look gorgeous I said. Katie bounced off. I looked at Lee how did u know she liked
Jamie? I asked. was a guess babe he smiled. awww poor Jamie is gunner have a headache if she catches up with him I laughed.
Lee shook his head Im pretty sure she wont lee said winking. I opened up my mouth Lee that was horrible I said smiling. Lee
shrugged his shoulders got us alone he smiled.
I woke up the next morning wrapped in Lees arms. I smiled to myself
as I watched him sleep peacefully in his own little world. I wriggled free of his arms and pulled on my dress from last night.
where u going? came Lees voice. I better get back, have a shower and get changed I replied. Lee sat up no please stay abit
longer he said softly. I shook my head I cant Lee.. If I go now we wont get caught out I said. Sod getting caught out, I dont
care babe Lee said laying back down. I sat down on the edge of the bed and ran my fingers through Lees ruffled up hair look
Lee, Dunks already been hurt. I dont want to do it again I said softly. Lee rolled over on to his side so he couldnt see me
whatever u think, u know best he said with a hint of anger in his voice. I walked around the bed to him and crouched down
so we were eye level please bare with me Lee, I like u a lot. Ill talk to Dunk today then we can do what we like when we like
I whispered. Lee closed his eyes ok u do that he said. I sighed yeah I said getting up. I walked around the bed and picked
up my bag Em. Dont do it on your own. Ill tell him with you came Lees voice. I spun around Lee smiled at me thanks Lee I whispered.
Lee winked at me Were in this together he said. I walked over to him and kissed him on the lips Ill give u a bell when Im
ready ok? Lee nodded cool Ill grab a shower now then, then well take Duncan on together I took hold of his hand Its gunner
be fine u know. Once we have told him we can give us a go I said smiling. you and me against the world babe Lee winked.
I
called Dunk and arranged to meet him outside. I walked out and sat down on the wall shoot Dunk said softly. well. Erm I began.
Dunk looked up to see Lee what is he doing here? he asked. I stood up hes the reason I wanna talk to u I replied. Dunk raised
his eyebrows oh yeah? he asked. well Lee and I are gunner start seeing each other I said looking straight at him. Really?
Dunk said sounding a bit pre occupied. yeah I nodded. Okay then Dunk said looking over the top of us. we r sorry that we hurt
u, but things happen for a reason I said trying to catch his eye. Dunk nodded oh yeah I totally agree Dunk said still looking
over the top of us, I spun around to see what he was looking at. A young lady aged about 19 was standing outside the hotel.
I looked back at Dunk well we just wanted to tell u before someone else did I said putting my arm around Lee. Dunk looked
at us both I appriciate it, I hope you do give it ago, cos if Im honest u do look good together he said softly. I smiled at
him thanks I said softly.
Lee and I sat opposite each other. Lee picked up some toast that was weird I said. Lee shook
his head Nah that was Dunk being Dunk babe lee replied. I pulled a face what do u mean? I asked. Babe Dunk has got an eye
for the ladies his motto is *if I fail I try try again*. Hes moving on Lee said as he bit into his toast. But. Last night
he was gutted I said confused. He was, hes had time to think things over Lee shrugged. I wrinkled my forehead I just didnt
think it was gunner b that easy thas all I mumbled. Lee picked up my hand U aint gutted cos he dont give a p!$$ r ya? he asked.
I laughed and shook my head Course Im not darling I smiled. wooo u n me are gunner have some fun now he said cheekily. I raised
my eyebrows such as? I asked. Lee winked Stick with me and u will find out he said.
Tonight was the big album launch
for Guilty. I pulled on my tiny black dress, bounced my curls into place and put on my little heels. There was a knock at
the door, I opened it slowly. Oh my god Lee said coming in and slamming the door shut. He pushed me up against the wall and
started kissing me. I pushed him back woah tiger I said giggling. Lee smiled what? he asked. u aint messing up my make up
before I go out I said as I brushed down my dress. Lee rolled his eyes cmon then lets go out now, so I can have ya he said
cheekily. He took hold of my hand and we walked outside to the waiting car.
We pulled up outside a posh club, Ant
and Luce were already there posing for pictures. Dunk was also there with his mum by his side. Lee looked at me right babe
Im warning u the press will want to have a field day because I have a new women with me. You ready to be blinded and bombarded?
he asked. I winked at him Im ready babe I said softly. Lee jumped out and held the door open for me. He looked around at the
flashing cameras and I stepped out. Lee shut the door and took hold of hand and waved at the waiting press. I smiled at the
cameras. Dunk walked over and hugged Lee alright mate? Dunk said. Yeah not bad cheers Lee replied. Dunk kissed me on the cheek
looking good he said winking. I grinned at him. Ant bounced over Wooooooooooo 3rd album boys Ant said jumping up and down.
I giggled at him. Emily looking hot baby he said kissing me. Looking gorgeous yourself ant I said kissing him back. Sy jumped
out of his car The boys r ere Ant said still bouncing Group hug Lee said the boys got into a huddle and place one of their
hands on top of each other One, two, three, BLUE they shouted together. Johnny came into the circle. boys. The word of the
day is.. Johnny began loving it they all shouted.
We walked towards the door. Lee gripped my hand tightly. Lee show
us your new girlfriend.. Whats her name? How long is it gunner last? Were just a few questions that were asked. Lee and I
stopped half way down the red carpet Lee put his arm around my shoulder and kissed me on the cheek. I looked up at him and
he winked at me. A few fans were screaming Lees name. A few were crying. Lee waved at them and they screamed even more. We
better get inside he whispered in my ear. He took hold of my hand again and waved for the last time to the press and his fans,
before we disappeared inside.
The launch party was amazing I had never seen so many famous people in the same place
at one time. Lee didnt leave my side at all during the night. I had invited Katie along. I had felt guilty cos I had hardly
seen her and I knew full well that her beloved Jamie Bell was gunner be at the launch. I looked over at Katie who was already
having a full blown chat with him. Lee put his arm around me Scary that ur mates are exactly like u Lee whispered. eh? I asked.
Katie.. She has a bloke mesmerised in seconds Just like u did He laughed. I smiled at him and he bent down and kissed me on
the lips. I put my arms loosely around his neck and he put his hands on my waist, I closed my eyes and took in the kiss.
We
prised ourselves apart and looked at each other u are something else you know that he whispered. I looked away, Lee took hold
of my chin and turned my head back to face him I mean it, your one special bird. I think we could have something here he said
softly. I tucked a strand of hair behind my ear I hope so I whispered. I caught Dunk looking at us out the corner of my eye,
I turned and looked at him properly, he smiled and winked at me.. Hopefully things were taking a turn for the better.
Lee
sat down on a chair and I sat down on his lap and wrapped my arm around him. He grinned at me give us a kiss sexy he whispered.
I bent down and kissed him on the nose. He gazed at me, I turned away from him oi I was looking at u he smiled. I turned back
stop it ur embarrassing me I said softly. Lee started playing with my hair Im so glad we pulled over and gave u that lift
you know he said. Yeah so am I cos it saved me getting a bus I giggled. Lee tickled me cheeky mare he said rubbing his hand
up and down my back.
Lee took a fag out from behind his ear u dont mind do u? he asked course I dont as long as I can
have a drag I smiled. Lee lit up the fag and handed it to me Im sure I can trust ur germs he laughed. bit late now if u cant
isnt it I said winking. Lee took the fag out of my hand and took a drag himself do u thik we could last? he asked. I looked
at him what do u mean? I said pulling a face well, erm ive never been this certain about a women before, I met u and my whole
world has been turned upside down he said softly. awwwww u r so sweet Mr Lee Ryan I said stroking his face. Im serious babe
I mean what I say he said looking straight into my eyes.
Lee u r needed up on stage put her down for 1 minute
Johnny shouted. Lee smiled at me. Wont be long baby he whispered as he kissed me.
Lee jumped up on stage. Right guys this
is another song off our new album and this is called Alive Dunk said into the microphone. And I dedicate it to u Emz he said
softly. I blushed as the song began I sat and listened to the words I was made for you, you were made for me. Lee looked straight
at me throughout the song. This time I knew I was falling in love.
1 year later
************
Leeeeeeeee I
screeched. Yes I was drunk again. Me, Lee, Cat, Dunk, Katie and Jamie were on one of our nights out. Me n Lee were totally
wasted. We had our arms around each other and were swaying all over the place. The press were out
Alrite I shouted at them. Lee stopped dead
in his tracks. what u doing? I said. Lee lit up a fag. He placed his arm around my shoulder again. The cameras flashed at
us why dont u flower off Lee said waving his fag around in the air. The cameras flashed even more. Lee spied a Tesco shopping
trolley. No Lee I giggled. It was too late Lee was already inside it and Jamie had grabbed hold of it and was spinning it
around and around. Rarrrrrrrrr shouted Lee at the top of his voice. Katie and I were in fits. Watching Lee spinning around,
with the fag hanging out his mouth. Jamie stopped the trolley from spinning and Lee jumped out ere r that gives u something
to write about now dont it Lee said sticking his middle finger up at the press.
Dunk pushed him into a cab U r so
gunner regret that in the morning Dunk sighed. Lee shook his head I regret nothing me he said giggling.
I woke up
the next morning. Lee was breathing deeply next to me. I huddled up close to him Lee wriggled around and moved his arm so
it was wrapped around me. I lay thinking about the past year. It would be a year tomorrow that Lee and I had, had our first
kiss. I could still remember that night clearly.. Ok so it was probably for the wrong reasons, but looking how it could have
turned out. Everything was good.
I was daydreaming as there was an almighty crash at the door which made me jump and Lee
sit bolt up right in bed what the hell was that? he asked. I dunno I whispered. Lee picked up his baseball bat that he always
kept by the bed and he went downstairs. I peeped out the door, and watched as Lee slowly opened the front door Nooooo dont
hit me I heard someone screech. I bolted out of the bedroom and downstairs Ant what are u doing messing around on our doorstep?
Lee asked throwing the bat down on the floor. I was messing, I stacked it over this empty bottle Ant said holding up an empty
bottle of bud. I threw my hand over my mouth to stop myself from laughing. So what was the bang then? Lee asked. I banged
my flaming head thats what it was Ant said brushing himself down. That was it I couldnt control my giggles anymore I thought
u would find it funny he said as he pushed past lee and into the house. so what do u want? Lee asked him shutting the door.
Party tomorrow night, Mine and Lucys ant replied. Party? What for? Lee asked. Ant rolled his eyes what u dont know? Ant asked.
Lee looked confused No! Lee exclaimed. Em u wanna tell him? Ant said raising his eyebrows. what happened a year ago Lee? I
asked hands on hips. Lee looked at me blankly. Did it rain? he asked. I looked at Ant who was smiling. it did actually I said
grinning. Lee smiled at me and grabbed me I know its a year 2morrow babe, Im not that stupid Lee said kissing me. So u bought
me something nice? I asked. Lee nodded I think u will like it he nodded. I smiled what is it? I said bouncing up and down.
Lee shook his head nope u have to wait till the morning he said as he stuck out his tongue.
Later
*****
Lee
flicked through the paper smiling I do some silly things dont I babe? he said looking up at me. I raised my eyebrows Yes I
said bluntly. But u still love me he said winking. I walked over and sat down on his lap of course I love u. ur my world I
said kissing him on the head. Lee sat back on the chair and pulled me against him a whole year I cant quite believe it lee
said shaking his head. I know, how have I managed to put wiv u for a year? I asked. Lee began to tickle me oi dont be so cheeky
he said. I giggled as tickled me behind my neck I love u so much he whispered. I smiled at him I know u do I said softly.
The big day arrived Leeeeeeeeeeeeeeee wake up I screeched shaking him. huh? Whats happened? Lee said sitting up rubbing
his eyes. nothing. Happy anniversary I said flinging my arms around his neck and kissing him. Lee laid back down and smiled
Happy anniversary darling he said. I sat up next to him u have to get up NOW I said beginning to bounce. Lee looked at me
why? he asked. cos I want my prezzie thats y I said smiling. Lee rolled his eyes ur like a big kid u r he said getting up.
I knowwwwwww I said jumping out of bed. Lee opened his cupboard and pulled out a bag cmon then get ur sexy backside downstairs
he said winking. I got his present out my drawer and we went downstairs. Open mine first I said thrusting his presents towards
him. Lee opened the little box first, a diamond earing wow baby that is beautiful thanks he said looking up at me. He picked
up the next present and tore open the paper this must have cost a bomb he said taking the watch out the box ur so worth it,
look at the back I said beaming. Lee turned it around and smiled we were meant to be. Emz x he read out. I love it thanks
Em he said looking at me. He picked up the envelope and opened it yessssssssss woooo 4 tickets for Arsenal v Charlton.. Wicked
thanks babe he said jumping up and kissing me. last one I said smiling. Lee tore it open 5 days in Greece oh my god he screeched.
I smiled its all cleared with Johnny and Dan as well I said grinning at him rarer I love u he said smiling. right now its
ur turn he winked. I opened them all up. A tiffanys ring, necklace and bracelet. A gold credit card, a signed arsenal shirt.
I picked up the last present it was a weird shape and felt funny whats this? I asked Lee smiled open it and see he said sticking
his tongue out. I opened it and found a key I looked at him follow me he said getting up. We walked through the door and into
our garage aghh I screamed at the top of my voice. In side our garage was a porshe boxster exactly the same as lees but
in red the car was covered in heart ballons look at the number plate lww said I walked around EMZ 4 LEE I run back to lee
and flung my arms around him I love it. I love u. thanks soooooo much lee I said. now u can take me 4 a spin later lee said.
I opened the car door and jumped in.
I jumped around the house come on lee I screeched. Lee poked his head around
the door right u need to calm down before u get behind the wheel he said spiking up his hair. I gave him a look er looks whos
talking I said quietly. I did hear that he said rolling his eyes towards me good u were spose to I said putting my arms around
his waist. can we go now I whined. dont u have to start getting ready for our party 2nite? he asked sticking out his tongue.
I hit him around the head dont be so rude I said. Lee smiled cmon lets go then he said. I grabbed the keys and dashed outside.
Now take it slowly babe wont ya Lee said doing up his seatbelt Yeah yeah I said checking my mirrors. We took the car into
the countryside and drove around for hours well I am impressed with your driving lee said once we had stopped at some traffic
lights. He put his sunglasses over his eyes I could get used to being driven around he said nodding his head to the music
lee u have no choice but to get used to it I giggled. Ssshhh u and concentrate on the road he said as he turned up the music
a bit louder.
We pulled up back inside our drive way well that was fun lee said jumping out. u being sarcastic I asked.
Lee slammed the door no he said bluntly Oi dont slam the door, shut it I said angrily. Lee shook his head so what is the time
now? he asked. I looked at my watch 5:15 babe I said putting the key in the door. wicked what time does ant want us around?
Lee asked. erm he said about 7ish I replied. Ok u getting ready in the bedroom bathroom? Lee said sitting down and switching
on the telly yep will do gunner go now.. Ok? I said. Lee turned around Ok miss u already he said in a silly voice. Lee shut
up will ya I giggled. I walked towards him and kissed hi on the head. make sure u start getting ready in a min or there will
be trouble.. Ok? I said. Lee nodded I will babe 2 mins and ill get ready
I jumped into the shower and turned the radio
on full blast and sang along to the song. Suddenly the bathroom door flung open and Lee walked in dripping wet its lonely
in the other shower can I join ya? he asked jumping in. Lee Ryan u better not have dripped water through this house or there
will be trouble I said. Lee wrapped his arms around me and began to kiss me U ll forgive me u always do he whispered, I raised
my eyebrows. anyway its our anniversary and I dripped water to come and see you. Cos I love u. and for the fact that I didnt
think it would be fair if u was left alone on such a special day he said smiling Good speech Lee I laughed. I know. Good job
i think fast on my feet aint it? he winked. Oi watch it or the soap will be shoved where the sun dont shine I said. kinky
lee said poking his tongue out. I shook my head grrrr I love u I said putting my arms around his neck.
I put on my
little skirt and when I say little I mean little!!!. I walked downstairs to the waiting lee, his eyes nearly popping out his
head cancel the party I want my own here with just u he said licking his lips. I looked him up and down. His hair gelled to
perfection, black trousers with a crisp white shirt and the fag tucked behind his ear. His top 4 buttons were undone. He had
the watch and earring I got him on. Lee can u put my necklace on please? I asked. I lifted up my hair and lee put it on. As
he did so he began to kiss my neck stop it lee I said softly closing my eyes and running my hand over his neck. I turned around
and faced him and put both arms around his neck and began to kiss him, I moved my hands up to his hair Lee jumped back Watch
the hair babe lee said re spiking it. leeee I screeched. Lee shrugged his shoulders sorry babe he grinned.
We arrived
at the party Katie and Jamie were already there, Katie perched on his lap whispering sweet nothings into his ear alrite J
Lee shouted across the room. Katie and Jamie came over. Wow looking good Em Jamie winked. I smiled Thanks babe I replied.
woooooooooo the happy couple are here I heard ant shout. I spun around to see Ant walking towards us 1 year guys congratulations
he said hugging me and Lee in turn. thanks for the party Ant I said as I kissed him on the cheek its my pleasure babe he said
kissing me back. Dunk walked in clutching Cats hand, he came over to us whatever happened, happened for the right reasons.
U were totally made for each other and Im really happy for you both, you make an amazing couple Dunk said looking at us both.
I threw my arms around Dunk thank you so much u dont know how much that means I said softly
